Relationship in Autumn

 I found a leaf in the yard today.So, I looked at this Leaf. Thinking about, How fast life has gone. And I'm walking out. By my car that needs some work. In a body that probably needs some work. And there's this orange leaf. Turned by the Fall. And it's beautiful. I look at it  the reddish orange colors blending with black.

It's got holes in it. It's tattered. It's brittle. But it's still beautiful.

That's kind of what old age is feeling like to me.

A little shaky 

A little more fragile. But sometime when the light hits just right. The colors hit just right. It's still beautiful. Life is a gift. I think it's part of a long journey. I've come to feel, there's nothing but being And we get in these vehicles, these bodies. And we travel through a lifetime.

And the one thing that I have found, That I have held on to is relationship. I think that's all. That's what it's about. Relationship. And sometimes you find somebody from your tribe. You just light up. Sometimes you see somebody or you, miss somebody, you haven't seen for a long time.

The very Consciousness that Produces that leaf. The source of life. Doesn't die when the leaf does.

And that leaf, maybe produces and mingles with more life as it deteriorates Into the ground. I don't know. I'm not a Philosopher.

And I'm not a theologian.

But that's just one of the things I have found on my journey. I've seen a lot of beautiful People. Even people I didn't know were beautiful at the time. They're beautiful in my memory. And there's part of me that Because I do feel strongly life is an eternal journey see it all as a Continuum.

Sometimes I can't wait to drop This body I inhabit. Get to the next phase. But if you put a gun to my head right now, I'd beg for my life, this life

But if you said, what's it all about, That would be my answer. Relationship.

I've blown so many and was oblivious to even more. I lived with my head up my butt most of my life. But now in the Fall with Winter coming. I like to think about the Spring. When the leaves will be green again and relationships thought lost will prove to be found. 

I don't much follow religious dogma these days. But i follow the hope that all religions at their best point towards. The healing and finding relationships and the journey home. 

Autumn of life

 This started out as a meditative walk and talk with my maker. Then I decided to turn on my recorder and do a verbal vlog. So it might read a little oddly in places.

Fall. It's a different time of year.

The bluish Blues. The greenest greens. Are about to fade. In the South, some of the Intense heat. Is also about to break. And breathing will be a little easier outside. Kind of a trade-off, I guess.

I Have come to a place in life. Where I'm pretty sure. That we are beings of light. But I just watched a documentary on YouTube that reminded me of how dark humanity can be. The murder and the sexual attacks on children and And it's hard to believe that a being who could commit such a thing. Has anything at all to do with light. Or spirit.

But I tend to still think that. Because of my own experience in life that we are beings of light at our core.

I think about, Angry atheist, Fundamentalist Christians. Because those are the only two  types that I really have experience with. The Christian, because I was born and raised a Christian. The atheist. Because Growing up. That was always the opposite. But they both have a peculiar world view to me. They see God. As an old man in the sky.

That has temper tantrums and anger, and is responsible for, Either all the beauty or all the darkness in the world or both.

I think they Have this Just so story. The Christians that Jesus will pull him out of tribulation (what do they think this is) and They'll be able to escape torment. The fact that others will be tormented, it just sucks to be them. The atheist that it's all a fairy tale and a sperm Lottery. Since they're not a child in a cancer ward, or A baby getting molested or a woman getting raped? Hey, it just sucks to be everybody else live for today.

 My worldview has changed a lot over the years.

I no longer see God as an old man in the sky. That gets angry at me for something as silly as looking at a woman's shoulder or saying a bad word when I stubbed my toe.

But I don't. See life as being meaningless or blind. Good Lord, Evolution isn't even blind. It has purpose.

Everything on Earth appears to have purpose. I'm talking about species and Bodies and planets. And, you know, they all seem to serve A purpose. The smallest insect appears to have a purpose.

But, The reason I feel that I'm a being of light. That everyone is light. And i could be wrong. But I had an experience after meditating and falling asleep in between waking and Coming fully awake. All of a sudden I was in pure white light.

It was the most brilliant light I've ever seen. Brighter than the Sun and yet, it was so soft on my eyes. And I remember, Feeling like this was the beginning of everything that is, was and ever will be. "Let there be light "

I feel in that light. My loved ones that have passed were in that light. It was a beautiful feeling and it didn't last long, But for me, it was another signpost along the highway.

So now it's fall. And I'm in my 60s. Looking hard at my 70s. I sometimes wonder, and I don't want to be put me in a padded room but I generally wonder if time has speeded up somehow. 

I understand The concept of physics on that level, and I know it can't have speeded up but man, it feels like it. Because this life has gone so fast. And who knew that I'd be so young when I was so old. Wow. I was 19 yesterday I'm telling you.

When it Turns to fall and it's not Fall in Alabama, yet. There's just a hint of it every once in a while. In the mornings and late at night. It takes a while for fall to come to Alabama.

But I'm outside and look at these green trees and the grass. At the blue sky. If you've never been to
Etowah County, Blount County, Alabama. In the spring and summer, you have no idea. Just what I'm talking about. The greens and blues are just Vivid. Even though Tuscaloosa County is about 120 miles Southwest of where i grew up. Today brought some memories.

Of course, I guess everybody says that about their experience In their own part of the world. Because it's true. I'm sure.

But it is amazing. And now,  the leaves will turn and First, they'll turn colors and that'll look nice and the grass will get sparser and less High.  But then, come around November, December. I'll really start missing the Greenery when I can see the bare ground the bare tree limbs, and The sparse leaves.

And It starts getting cold sometime in December. Or so, and it will. As I watch a hummingbird right now, It will be a different world.

And I think about life and death a lot, I think about how fast it's gone by. You know, I think about For instance. My uncle way back. In Altoona, Alabama. He was a tremendous Alabama football fan. He would have been Happy if he had of lived through the Nick Saban years.

And now, I look at Alabama, about to get a new coach, they have a new coach actually. I hope not about to have another one for several years. And I think this could well be the last one of my lifetime. Coaching change i mean. I know it's silly but many guys from my state use college football as a marker through life.

 I remember the prettiest girl in Altoona, Alabama.   And I know how fast life has gone by. And we're all getting old.

It's just an odd feeling.

You know. If I had a regret. And I have a couple. It's mainly the way I've treated other people in my lifetime. The way I'm treated creatures. Dogs cats.

Wanting to be sure that I've treated people Well and I know I haven't always And you want to go back and fix it, but, you know, you can't. 

We're all given much Grace at the end of this journey. I truly feel that's so.

Tolkien wrote "Does Everything sad become untrue?" 

What a wonderful thought to have and hold.

I'm at that age where Politics doesn't bother me much anymore. It really doesn't. 

If I didn't have a son. I wouldn't be that concerned because i'm So old it won't matter to me not many years down the road. And yet that's not quite true. I'd still care. 

But it no longer really feels like My My world anymore. I feel more like i'm just renting space. I'm just  passing through and I don't mean that in a religious sense like those old hymns I grew Up with. I just mean it. Period. I close my eyes and Prayerfully, meditatively  look up. No list, no gimme this or do that. Just listen. Just Be!

Feel the presence. Try to listen. I have a list of things I want, but I try to listen. 

Because when you've had heart surgery, And you felt,
That muscle. That's beating your whole life. Start to slow down or speed up. And you realize how fragile the rest of your life is going to be it puts it in perspective. You don't stop being human. You don't stop looking at Pretty people of the opposite sex. I could use some money to pay a bill. Win a lottery, but you quit. Looking at it as Be all end all.

 I have said before. There is a book that I read later in life. Called autobiography of a yogi.

And in that book chapter 43,  It takes about an hour to listen to it on Audible. I think it's a long chapter. Or maybe 45 minutes. But it's called the resurrection of SriYukeswar. Excuse my spelling.

It's had a big impact on me sometime When I meditate, I listen to that. While I meditate. Or listen to it before, or when I'm going to sleep, I don't do it a lot. But sometimes. Because it feels to me, you know, some thing's resonate with you. There are things that you hear or you see. And it just feels. Like it belongs to you that chapter Is one of those things for me.

Not because I think that it's the gospel truth. No pun intended. But because the concepts of it, Feel right to me.

In my Christian Upbringing. The hardest thing for me. Was to finally admit. That while I believe that. Jesus indeed appeared. After his death, I didn't believe that. Physical bodies. Molecules and sexual organs knitted back together. Came out of Graves. But I've always actually had a feeling. Of spiritual reality.

And in that book, Chapter 43. It talks about The gross physical body,  the astral body that we're connected to. And the casual body which is just pure Consciousness and it rang a bell with me. I think it's because I've got or I've always had A little snippet of memory of a past life and You know, I I don't go around trying to convert people to anything.

Because I don't think it matters. I think all that matters is that you see the light in other creatures and people And try to be as kind As you can be. At any given time.

But that chapter helped me to articulate at least for myself. Some of the reasons. That I have hope. As I approach. The seventh decade of my life on Earth if I should reach that decade.

So that's why chapter 43 is so important to me. Does it mean that I Agree with every inch of the philosophy in it? Of course, not. Am I going to become a Hindu? No, no. Not today. I'm not gonna renounce My faith that I was born in. No, I never have. I have left the dogma. But other people.Pretty much told me, I have to believe in this and this in order to be What I was brought up as but I never really was good at taking direction from other people.

So, here I am. I think I'm playing with house money. I thought that ever since I Had the heart surgery. Everything later is just gravy. That Uncle who I always loved still do. He didn't get past 65 on Earth in this life. My mother recently passed at 84. And my dad is In his 90s. 

But I had a feeling. Before my surgery that I might not make it out of my 60s, After surgery, I felt like i might Indeed make it out of my 60s but I can tell you When you had that kind of procedure. You don't know how you'll feel when you wake up and it was Rocky and it still is sometimes.

But I've come to a place where I think it's all one Eternal moment. And it's not quantity. It's every day.  Day by day  And every day of being able to Pray or Meditate or just be It's a gift. I don't always use it right and I gripe and I Grumble and I cuss and I wish I'd done this and I wish I'd done that, and if I'd have only done this or that, But ultimately, I feel like I'm surrounded by light.

So, In the words of Yogananda.

I'm immersed in Thine Eternal Light.

It fills every particle of my being.

I'm living in that light. The Divine Spirit fills me within and without.

Peace!

Yoganda and me

I don't do gurus. Except for Willie Nelson. I find the occasional times i've heard him touch on religion, politics or life that i've agreed with most of it. But, i keep my own counsel and maintain my right to my opinion. 

I have found that most people including myself bow or search for some outward authority and demonize our actual spirit until it succumbs to the "authority." 

I was talking to an old friend via Facebook. I told my friend how much i had always admired her and her family and how i honored those old relationships in my old age. But all my friend heard was that i no longer followed the old fire and brimstone myths i was raised in. 

It hurt my feelings because it was a cold religious answer that had absolutely nothing to do with what i was trying to say. 

I honestly respect anybody's right to their religion or politics. I have my own inner life and view of God/Goddess/Mother/Father/Holy Spirit. I also respect those who don't have any "beliefs." 

But here's the thing. No. I don't fear the source of all love. I have a child. I promise you that be he good or evil. I would NEVER turn my back on him. He could blow this world and all that's in it to smithereens and i still couldn't eternally turn my back on him.

So no! I don't believe that the Source of all love will ever completely obliterate or stop reaching into hellish or any other conditions for his/her children. I'm not going to throw bible verses with you. I don't look at the bible as one book. 

But I'm not going to try and explain all the Greek, Babylonian and other ancient influences, scriptures or translations to you. I'm not qualified and it ain't my business. But if you do a deep dive into Christian Universalism you'll find that i'm not really all that heretical. 

 I have recently come across the Indian (dots not feather's) Sorry i couldn't resist. But the Indian or Hindu practice of Vadenta. I won't try to explain it because I don't know that much about it and I'm not converting to any one religious path. But, i find the meditation and the union of everything with the Divine resonates with me.

I came across Paramahasna Yogananda via his classic "Autobiography of a Yogi." I was pretty much ready to completely turn away from my Christianity. There was just so much i disagreed with. Especially the old testament crap of ripping babies from their mother's and dashing them onto rocks. That kind of "god" would never be something i could worship. Also the new testament had some holes. At least for me. 

But this Indian Yogi gave me reason to reconsider Christ, resurrection and the wisdom that faith divorced from fanaticism can have. I found chapter 43 "The Resurrection of Sri Yukteswar" by itself the most incredible explanation of the afterlife and reincarnation that i had ever read. There are nuggets there that once you shift through the religion and open your heart through meditation that i find invaluable.

 So i've found much inspiration from Yogananda. I don't consider him my guru in the religious sense. But i have connected with his spirit in a consciousness/spiritual sense. 

I have no religion these days except the Golden Rule of Jesus. "Do unto other's as you would have them do unto you."

I have no religious test. No political view and no conditional love or friendship. If i ever loved you then i always will. If you treat me with respect and offer friendship then i treat you with respect and offer friendship. 

Prayer and meditation are how i stay balanced. My hope is in the pure light of God. That i've come to feel is where we begin and where we belong.

"I am immersed in thine Eternal Light. It permeates every particle of my being. I'm living in that light. The Divine Spirit fills me within and without." ... Paramahasna Yogananda.

Peace!

Life and other stuff.

I didn't come here and i ain't leaving....Willie Nelson.

I talk to lots of different people these days. Especially in my old age. I wanted to stop driving period after i retired. No more worrying about gas prices or car repairs. No more traffic and straining to see the road at night. But the old body started getting creaks & aches that require medical and pharmacy visits. I live out in the rural part of Tuscaloosa County and it's a long way to my Northeast Alabama stomping grounds from here. So i guess i came here after all and i'm bound to leave. 

If you meet Buddha on the road. Kill him...9th century Chineese-Buddhist monk 

Along my journey i've come to appreciate the above quote. My Western mind and Christian upbringing found it a little hard to get in my youth. But as i've continued on the journey i've come to see the wisdom. When you think you've figured it all out. You can be sure something is missing. Only fools and insane people know everything. Wise people are always in doubt. (That's another bad paraphrase on my part.)  I did find that the things i believed in my youth and even adulthood were based on other people's version and translations which were given to them by other people and so on and so on. 

All politics is local...Tip O'Neil former Speaker of the House.

The politics is local phrase means different things to different people. But for me it comes down to my own ability to put food on my table, a roof over my head and some pleasures and convience in life. 

I know it will sound cold to some but i don't wake up everyday trying to decide what a young woman will do with her own body and life course. I don't care if you change sex or who you love or lust after as long as you don't rape women or molest children. That's true no matter what your sex orientation is. I don't care what religion you practice or if you practice any at all.

I noticed some of my Facebook friends get awfully riled up if they think someone at the border got a food stamp. No! I'm not for open border's. You either have a nation or you don't.

But while we are fighting among ourselves. Black vs white, gay vs straight, Hispanic vs Asian, Trans vs straight, gay or cross dresser. Fighting about bathroom privileges (by the way if you let your 3 year old child go into ANY public bathroom alone you're an idiot ) The politicians, corporation's and big pharma and other special interests are robbing us blind.

Don't look at another 3 trillion going to Ukraine or Israel to fight a war. Instead just believe us when we tell you health care and Social security can't be funded. What? You have questions? Well, errr. Quick look over there! There's Donald Trump! Don't you hate him. He's the problem. Wait! There's Joe Biden shitting his pants. He's the problem. Wait! There's an old white dude  he's the devil incarnate. Wait! See that entitled black welfare mother over there?

It just goes on and on while we wear our red jersey or blue jersey and act like it's a football game.

Do unto others what you would have them do unto you...Jesus

The quote of Jesus is my only religion. To try and see all people for who they are as an individual and at least try to treat them with the care and dignity i'd want them to treat me with.

I don't know what will happen to this nation in the next 20 years. I'm getting older and have some medical issues. So if i'm still here in 20 years i'll be ancient. I'm not extremely scared of death. My life journey indicates to me that we drop the body and our consciousness keeps going. Perhaps to continue another series of trips around the sun or perhaps for parts unknown. 

What bothers me most is disease, debilitation and physical decline. I hope to wake up one day and look back on my body rather than endure a slow decline into invalid or dementia status.

Wow Steve! You're a real fun date! 

Sorry. Let me get off the morbid train. Anyway I don't think this is the most crucile election ever and we have to take one for the good of the team just to keep the other guy out. I'm not voting for anyone i don't feel comfortable voting for. I don't care what party they represent. 

Elections are way too much like sporting events. The parties say It's crucial, historic and vital this time. So vote the way we tell you to. On the other hand the NFL hypes the Super Bowl as the most important game in history. Yet they play another one every year.

So be kind. Be humble. Be proud and just breathe!

✌️

 

Heaven and Earth

 There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, / than are dreamt of in your philosophy...Hamlet

 I love the lore and pop culture of ufo's & aliens. Movies like the original Invaders from Mars, Close Encounters, The Blob to Men in Black and so on.

I remember my love of the offbeat and old black and white sci-fi movies was nurtured by my mother. We didn't agree about several things but when it came to loving "scary movies" & The Green Bay Packers (long story) we bonded.

 But there is another side to the UFO question that led me down fun but actual plausible reality that there really are more things in heaven and earth. 

I've always loved books. I don't know how a person who never reads even has a worldview. But i've met plenty of intelligent people that don't read. So i don't want to make blanket statements. Anyway i have always gotten information from haunting my local library. But i haven't been to a library in years. Different world and a subject for another time and another Boomer place.

The fun for me is movies. Give me a darkened movie theater, an xtra large buttered popcorn 🍿 with a large coke. Walking down a sticky aisle of spilled soft drinks and popcorn headed for the front up near the screen. Pump up Independence Day or Invaders from Mars or even Mars Attacks. I remember enjoying the movie remake (not the boring Netflix series) of Lost in Space. 

For a couple hours the concern of sugar, caffeine and salt overload as i eat buttered popcorn and sip coca cola is forgotten. Space battles, heroic scientist's and babes in tight fitting space uniform's take me to a different place.

The plausible:

Jaques Vallee is a long time researcher, scientist and author. He was the inspiration for the French scientist in Steven Spielberg's Close Encounters of the Third Kind. I came across some books he has written. The most interesting to me is "Passport to Magonia." It gets a little tedious because he uses account after account. Years and centuries after centuries and my eyes glazed over a little.

But, the way he brings the legends and similarities of the Celtic Little people and the aboriginal natives and the flying crafts of ancient texts together is fascinating. Also early "airships" in Europe and North America. I think his theory is that mankind shares this planet with a none human intelligence that has shaped our religions, legends and inner being since before recorded history. 

If you're interested at all i recommend Vallee, Whitley Streiber, Richard Dolan, Lesley Kean and others. You might not be convinced. I'm not. At least not entirely. But it's an interesting and entertaining rabbit hole to follow.  The Scary:

I read a book called Song of the Greys by Nigel Kerner. He's passed now but his writing about aliens was disturbing. Every once and awhile you come across a book or a podcast and hope the writer is wrong. Nigel Kerner put together biblical accounts of Jesus and The Shroud of Turin with accounts of demonic and alien intentions that was truly scary. If true. I hope it's not. 

He didn't claim religion. Which actually helped his case in my opinion because he didn't have a religion to sell. He seemed to be saying the Greys or Gray aliens were automated unconscious beings who were manipulating and trying to take human souls. Sounds like a bad movie plot. But, Nigel Kerner made a good enough argument that it was disturbing.

Podcasts:don't read as much or watch regular TV as much. But i love to watch clips and shows on YouTube. I do a jigsaw puzzle on my tablet or color to keep my hands busy and listen.

For UFO stuff i recommend Whitley Streiber, Richard Dolan, Kurt Jaimungal (TOE podcast) and several others. People being interviewed like Lue Elizando, Chris Bledsoe, Gary Nolan, Diana Palsulka and lots of others.

So grab your popcorn and take a journey. There's plenty of honest reasons to consider reality and plenty of fun to kick back and explore. 

Until next time "So long and Thanks for all the Fish" 

If you get that one you Might be a member of my tribe.

Peace! 👽

 finally got around to watching a classic Western. High Noon. 1952 with Gary Cooper, Grace Kelly, Katy Jurado. Lots of others. I'm a sucker for a blonde fem fatale but i have to say Katy Jurado playing a Mexican lady is absolutely beautiful.

 But i digress. I expected an old shoot em up melodrama. I would sleep through the romantic drama and grab my popcorn for the gunfights. Well i was wrong. The first few minutes camera work is awesome. No dialogue and Tex Ritter singing the title song in the background. 

Our hero is an aging town Marshall who just married a new bride. They dressed Grace Kelly down so she looked like a good girl but not the bombshell she was. Anyway as the wedding is taking place three minions of a really bad guy come to town waiting for the noon train. That's when the bad guy that the marshall put away for murder will arrive.

Seems those dang bleeding hearts were already at work since they had let the murderer walk after serving around 5-7 years. The town folks are telling the marshall to run and start life with his new bride. But of course he won't run. He starts to run but a true son of the code of the West means he's got to turn around and face the varmints.

Which he does. But that's not the point. The point was all of the betrayals he suffered. From his bitter deputy to his best friend. Nobody would stand with him. But the script also showed the gray areas between not wanting to get killed in a gun battle and wanting to be brave and loyal. Just like today it's not always so cut and dried.

It caused me to think about the times when i looked for a friend and they weren't there. It also made me think of the times I wasn't there for others. It also made me think of our current situation. Wars and congress wanting to fund more war while wanting to curtail Social Security. 

But a very liberal (or were they conservative?) it's hard to know with war since Republicans and Democrats seem to love it equally.

But anyway. This person seemed to think that i wouldn't have wanted to fight Germany in WW2. But honestly? I think that's cowardly to accuse people of not fighting Nazi's just because they don't want to fund more modern bombs blowing people up.

So if you're my friend and the bad guys call you out. Then my little scrawny old butt will stand with you. But if you're a politician wanting to send a few more trillion bucks for more bombs to drop on poor people. Then go to Hades. 

Oh and by the way. The movie High Noon? Totally worth the 🍿 and viewing.

Peace!

Yoganonda,Willie Nelson & Me

 I didn't come here and i ain't leaving...Willie Nelson 

I always say I have no Guru. Except Willie Nelson. If i had a guru it would be Willie. Scarred, flawed and brilliant. I rarely hear anything i disagree with from Willie and he seems to own his flaws.

I know i own mine. Sometimes i think i'm misunderstood. But then after reflecting i think. "Nah. I really do have my head up my own butt most of the time." Often people who have judged me have been in the ballpark. It's just that they mostly needed to work on their own junk. I wake up in this skin everyday.

God is asleep in the rock, dreaming in the plant, awake in animals and fully awake in man... Parahasma Yoganonda 

Waking up isn't easy. Realizing that preachers and teachers and churches and 6000 year old traditions are no closer to the mind of God than my next thought. Somewhere down through the years I started to own my self. To trust that God, Goddess, Source is the only one with access to my deepest being and will never abandon me. 

After a hard day I'm safe at home. Fooling with my baby on the telephone. Out of nowhere somebody cuts in. And says. You in some trouble boy. We know where you been...Eagles "On the Border."

I lived too long answering to someone else's opinion on how i lived life. I'm now at a place where I try to be me and just be honest. I don't pretend to be cool or religious or politically correct. I'm just Steve. Or as i say "I Am."

I'll fly a starship across the universe divide. And when i reach the other side. I'll find a place to rest my spirit if I can. Perhaps i'll become a Highwayman again. Or i may simply be a single drop of rain. But i will remain. But I'll be back again and again and again and again and again...Johnny Cash, Willie Nelson, Waylon Jennings and Kris Kristopherson.

I read Autobiography of a Yogi by Parahasma Yoganonda. Well i should say i read through a lot of it and listened on Audible. I found a reverence for the Divine and a view of Christ and Christ Consciousness that resonated with my spirit. Not a dogma. I don't do dogma. Not a religion. I don't do religion. But a spiritual addition to my own path. 

I have no intention of promoting anything or converting anyone. I just enjoy talking about things that i find important. There is a saying some attribute to Buddha. " You don't have to attend every argument you're invited to." When it comes to politics and religion i take it to heart. I'll discuss but not argue.

I found chapter 43 in Autobiography of a Yogi subtitled The Resurrection of Sri Yuketeswar to be a game changer for me. I've read this chapter. Meditated and listened via Audible a few times. The Audible version of chapter 43 is a master class of the journey of spirit. From the gross body to the astral to the casual. 

If you are firmly religious or firmly atheist then most likely you won't be interested because it doesn't go into apologetics trying to convert or convince you. It also has lots of flowery prose and veneration of Yoganonda's guru Sri Yuketeswar. I found much of it more of a homage to the guru Sri Yuketeswar than a concrete Western style religious story. 

But taking in my own journey which is on going i found a treasure trove of ways of looking at what we call death.

Do i recommend it? Not necessarily. I have come to a place where i understand that all of us are on our own unique journey. But if you have any interest in Eastern thought or have studied meditation or reincarnation at all then I think it can be valuable to you. 

Blessed is the one who was alive before he was born... Jesus "Gospel of Thomas."

My main goal now is to treat every creature the way i would want to be treated. I don't always succeed and i don't always even try. But it's my only religious creed these days. 

Christian universalism, or in context simply universalism) is the doctrine that all sinful and alienated human souls—because of divine love and mercy—will ultimately be reconciled to God.

I might not be sure of the vehicle. But i'm sure we are all just walking each other home.

Love never fails... Jesus.

Now before you accuse me of picking and choosing let me tell you now. We all choose every day of our lives. I choose to listen to my heart and i'll choose love. It never fails.

Peace!